I don’t want that kind of day to happen again. Or the 90% part of that day. Not that I feel that I’ve done something wrong. It just feels kind of wrong not spending most of the day with you. I admit I enjoyed the whole day because of the tourney but love I enjoy more when I am with you. Maybe you were not there in all the casting and untapping and upkeeping that at the end of the day I felt it was better if I stayed home and expect your messages to pop out after you’ve done this and that. But nevertheless 3-3 aint bad right? I went home very tired and stressed. Matter of fact I am writing this, this morning. I was exhausted last night that the moment I fell to bed I lay there frozen until the “kikhi law si” event. Now back to yesterday, thanks love for waiting for me. It feels like going home and seeing your wife sinking in a couch with legs resting on a beanie, covered by a blanket and trying to stay up. Good thing you have that pink book. And it feels different that I am writing yesterday’s letter today.

Yesterday (grr) we were building castles again--the specific fantasies that we should have written in our history statement. No more 2 rent payments? Hmmm and… I can’t go on, my knees are melting. Can you save me yesterday love? What was that again?

I was tired yesterday but spending time with you kept me up and it made me feel better. Like our routine 5 months ago? Everytime we go home from work we get refreshed and get alive-alert-awake-enthusiastic because we are together. I’m uber late for work. See you in… 40 minutes?