You are everywhere: the bed, mismatched slippers strewn all over the place, your toothbrush kissing mine. It’s you all over yet you’re not here.

I am right now witnessing a fleeting glance of what our future days would be like---feeling each other’s presence, but never quite fully experiencing the joy of being each with each other.

I may be the one leaving, but that doesn’t take away the fact that I would find it hard too, to be apart from you. I feel it now and I know that we are going to have tougher days ahead.

But know this, love. There is nothing else in the world I want more than to have you there with me so we can go ahead with our plans and taste the world with our feet TOGETHER.

I love you very much, and I will exhaust all means to have you there with me soonest. This is my promise to you. No fears, seigfred. Im yours for keeps.

Louie
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