like every earthquake, we suffer from our own trembling aftershocks.
it is but natural to feel stabs and jabs of pain every now and then, love. we have been violently shaken the past couple of days, and the memories of the confusion are still fresh. but bear in mind that love is healing. let's apply balm to each other's wounds. *hagod hagod*
i will always remind you that i love you. and that will never happen again. we have to learn our winter's lessons, sweetie. otherwise, there's no point in overcoming what's negative, right?
we teach each other, point out what needs to be learnt. we encourage each other. we help each other up. and most of all, sometimes, we just need to know that the other is badly hurt as much. sometimes, we don't need to fight for each other. we just have to listen to the other's labored breathing to know that he is suffering too.
just one look love is what it takes. as i said last week i think, just a sliver of light to know that darkness is uncomfortable. darkness gives us temporary blindness. let's not embrace it.
we have a lot of things working against us now, distance is the biggest.
walk towards me, walk with me, save me.
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tonight's talk did wonders for us. it was much needed. and healing, too.
thank you love, for making and taking time. thank you for reaching out your hand. and thank you for calling out to me and urging me to grab it.
sometimes i need prodding too.
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and i had a lovely time sharing my spirit with you. yours dwells in my body as well, love.
all the time.
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even when it doesn't feel like it.
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i love you.
love is what is left at the end of the day.
From: melbourne, victoria, Australia
About me: i'm a wanderlust and a warrior of life. i have hordes of nomads and soldiers waiting to wander this sometimes barren and sometimes lush landscape of my head. i send them forth. they are my words. my weapon of choice: purple prose
posted by lei at 12:12 PM
thank you for holding on love. just received my medical examination results. and it was all clear and good just as what we had prayed for the past months. a little more of this and that and we'll be enjoying each other.
thank you Lord.
as what i have said in my letter, "when i don't love you is a lie". i want us to reach that plateau. even in times that we argue and fight, we still know that we love each other very much.
i miss you even more.