t stuff that 'iloveyou' can't say
Sunday, April 01, 2007
one-eight. goodbye to hate.
we're finally ok. though it took quite a while.

three hours, at the least.

i know next time i wouldn't turn into your i don't know/ewan ko girl again. i knew it hurt you, love, but i was hurting too. and i was really mad and i didn't wanna think about it anymore.

i know it's not reason enough and it's not a fair justification. in fact, i shouldn't have any reasons at all for being that. it won't happen again.

but next time, please don't insist on being right if you know you're not. accepting mistakes is embracing humanity and imperfection, love. remember you taught me how to become submissive?

we have got to learn being this to each other love. we can't always be right.

i love you. and i'm sorry for not knowing and not thinking and for giving you a hard time, love.

when i saw your face, i just couldn't bear being mean and bitchy anymore. let's learn how to hold each other's hands when we are going through rough times. we still have yet to learn this, love.

everyday is a struggle, and i'm glad i'm going through all these with you.

otherwise, we would have given up a long time ago.

i just know you're perfect for me when we had our first argument ever. this ain't the last, love, i'm sure, but we know better now, don't we?

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thanks for the wab. i felt warmer after that.

at the end of the day... we both know what. =)
 
posted by lei at 12:02 PM | Permalink |


1 Comments:


  • At 9:53 AM, Blogger Ziggy

    i feel better now. :)

    thanks for reaching out for my hand too. as i have said we are mainly this because we are far from each other. remember when we were still together? it only takes us 1 hug to erase all the disagreement and of course a warm wab and a long talk after that. let's just hold hands and get closer when one of us is not feeling right.

    iloveyou and i will do my best to keep you at hug's length.

    you always take care there ayt?

     
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