owing to the fact that i was not happy with the "peace be with you" incident that ensued the previous sunday, i deliberately missed church today.
what does that say about me and my faith?
i am deeply disturbed, love. help me out here. let's put a semblance of order into this jumbled mess. but until you get here, i guess i would have to stay put and ask the right questions, for now at least.
on the other side of town, meanwhile...
remember how it is normally said, "divide and conquer"? having more to go around means there's more to be shared, more to experience, more to accomplish.
but why is it that now that i'm halved, i find myself unable to give of myself, not enjoying my experiences and merely going through he motions, nowhere near my goals? all i want is to become whole again.
melbourne is a drag without you, my other half.
love is what is left at the end of the day.
From: melbourne, victoria, Australia
About me: i'm a wanderlust and a warrior of life. i have hordes of nomads and soldiers waiting to wander this sometimes barren and sometimes lush landscape of my head. i send them forth. they are my words. my weapon of choice: purple prose
posted by lei at 11:02 AM
and so is makati, ortigas, manila, everywhere..without you.
i often catch myself looking at couples and how we are like them and not like them. things connected to you are much more magnified because you are not with me. i don't mean i don't see when you're here, it's because you are. that sounded hmmmm... silly. you're all i see, whether you're here or not. that's what it means.
still waiting...
quando quando quando