yet another saturday, seigfred.
i used to look forward to weekends. because weekends used to mean more quality time with you. doing nothing, lounging, people-watching, dreaming, having coffee, fooling around, adventuring, going to places, laughing, going out of town, and just simply BEING with you.
and by being, i mean becoming fully myself. growing to my fullest potential as a person. simply because you fill me with everything wonderful, and in turn, i have more of myself to give.
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now it's slightly different.
i just want to breeze through the weekends because it means flying through the week again, and it will bring me closer to the day when i finally put on a lovingly-knitted scarf around your neck to keep you warm, and to plant little loving kisses on your missed face. to have your hands that i love so much wrapped around my cold fingers. and to hear you sing "tulog na"before i finally drift to unconsciousness.
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i passed a drill today, love. although it still feels a bit off, i took hold of the reins. directed my sama ng loob to a more positive avenue.
i don't wanna say more. i trust you and i have faith in you.
i'm shelving the past.
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as long as you do, too.
love is what is left at the end of the day.
From: melbourne, victoria, Australia
About me: i'm a wanderlust and a warrior of life. i have hordes of nomads and soldiers waiting to wander this sometimes barren and sometimes lush landscape of my head. i send them forth. they are my words. my weapon of choice: purple prose
posted by lei at 12:42 PM
to have adversities in our seem to be young relationship is quite a challenge love. both of us want to let things go fast when what we are and we have are but trees - in constant growth. we must learn from this natural law and hold on tight as we shed skins of the past behind.
iloveyou and i will do my best to see us standing tall in the end. little by little, day by, grace by grace. hold on pretty.
just had our visa application lodged today and guess what? we still need to wait for may 8. :) patience pretty and please don't get tired of us. iloveyou so much.