~ march 17, 2006 ~
today you said "i love you."
last night i almost said it, just like the other day, but i stopped myself. i teetered on the edge. three words so heavy with implication. i just didn't know if i was ready to take that step.
today you said "i love you."
and i let its warmth wash over me. i wanna say it back, my heart screams it. but i fear that if i do, i plunge. and falling is irrevocable.
today you said "i love you."
though i think i feel the same way, i content myself with saying "i miss you" even when i feel my whole being yearning for you.
i miss you.